I had a reality check the other
day. You know, those moments when suddenly what you thought was a really bad
situation you were able to view from another—more positive—angle.
As I have “matured” my post-polio
issues have multiplied and become complicated by a number of factors. I woke up
the other day and it seemed like every single part of my body hurt—all the way to
my eyelashes. I moaned and groaned, complaining to the Lord that according to Schisler
Family genetics, I’m probably going to live a Very Long Time (my Aunt Helene
just turned 98!), enduring a pain-filled extended life. Discouragement, depression, dismalness—all the “D” words—put me into a sorry state.
Then yesterday I happened to read
Joni Eareckson Tada’s blog, describing her present condition, 50 years after her
swimming accident that left her a quadriplegic. This dear woman of God, who has
influenced so many people through her testimony, can’t even scratch her own
nose, feed herself—much less take care of her own bodily needs. Joni wrote:
"Every single morning when I wake up I need Jesus so badly;
I just can't tolerate the thought of another day as a quadriplegic with someone
else giving me a bed bath and exercising my legs and toileting routines— it all
just seems too overwhelming.” Her next thought is to pray, "Jesus, I need
you. I can't do this. I cannot do quadriplegia but I can do all things through
you."
I was so convicted. “Lord, I just need to shut up, suck it up, straighten
up, give up the complaints and BE THANKFUL, for heaven’s sake. Nowhere even close
to Joni’s challenges, I am blessed beyond belief. (And by the way, my pain levels are greatly reduced today. Sometimes it's the weather, circadian rhythms, cycles of the moon, NASA launches, government idiocies--I dunno. Some days are just like that!)
Thanksgiving isn’t just a one-day holiday. It’s a daily event— a
life-long attitude. Today I am truly thankful.
Thanks Connie. Nan and I read this in our devotions today. Perspectives are what I nèed to be adjusted as I fight this cancer. Bless you folks.
ReplyDelete(Just noticed this reply!) Thank you for feedback, Jim. May God's own perspective be yours and Nan's as you face the challenge of cancer. Thoughts and prayers with you both today.
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